Loss

 Today suddenly realize that my work is still not mature in recent years , like a child , like , what are the performance in the face; remember personal Said that people tend to offend people Zhichang Zi , and I was such a person , the purpose is to offend white people do not know, I should talk less than you? I do not know, are with the family before work together, even if they do not have any contradictions angry, but now work, colleagues and friends do not like those people do not like home with you care about , before I met This kind of thing , always do not care , thinking that they are not wrong , if it chose to make life difficult for the escape . But after such a long period of tough training, I thought I had grown , and learn how to deal with and face , but in a recurring , I still like moths to flame -like unpleasant things to happen again , and I think it God is not joking with me , always against me cut in and turn around . I still think now , or would like to run away , I think I fit the job ? My goal in life what is it? How I will survive ? Felt a fear, lived for so many years, my life was a loss , I really hope someone can take me out of this one loss, in fact, I thought that only a few more of the paragraph to express what I feel now , I do not know do not Has written so much sense , does not know that you understand yet? I am by this article as a way to grow my witness it!
hope I do not know all the people who understand and can be happy forever !