Looking back twenty years teaching career, have gone through many detours and road, also Mercedes-Benz in the wide avenue; was hard to find education alive in our footprint, pursued the ideals of education, also enjoy indulging in education Well, with great concentration calls for education of the harmony.
one, setback,UGG boots clearance, another road
extract a remote memory Normal school at the beginning, spirits, pointing Education, Passion. At that time, education, passion and ignorance make me fearless and conceited.
rate of the school headmaster school language teachers for the first time to listen to my class, so that the One class down, all the teachers, the headmaster, after severance,UGGs, with a straight face and said:
I said confidently.
can be 'reference' or not to 'reference' ah? So how did you prepare lessons for?
this time, the headmaster said in earnest: Fen Bizi addition to the more beautiful you write, the teaching in the classroom is simply a mess. I also appreciate your courage to take independent materials, processing materials, but your understanding of the material did not place, young people to avoid detours, why do not you seriously to learn it? Besides, you know very little about the students ... ... Before leaving, the headmaster threw such a word, turned away.
Over the years, the depths of my memory has not forgotten the scene is the headmaster sat opposite me, that is full of helpless and sad look at me, look, there are questions that have perplexed and more are encouraged.
this fall has not been so big, I do not have a whole week got it together.
Second, reading, and create another piece of heaven and earth through a painful
the first section of open class, learn from their mistakes, I put my lesson plans and makes gestures with the teaching reference and found himself on the text understanding of many of the
well, they're ashamed ah! He considered himself a graduate Teachers authentic (because our school was one-third of the teacher-run, private teacher one-third, one-third of a substitute teacher), and believe that their level is higher than others , and believe that their own ability is stronger, but unexpectedly such a start.
think about their own primary and middle schools, to Normal, all the way are living in the recognition of sound, has been firmly believed in his ability, and why such a big hit and was down to spell?
because no close look at See more reference books, according to its requirements, and picked up the pace, cautiously, slowly toward the so-called mature? If you do not see Do not look at reference books can not teach? Taught not you? If you do not The reasons for their mistakes, study the fundamental understanding of the text because of lack of capacity, why they did not reach the understanding as the reference it? How can I improve it?
now recall the philosopher said, My skin is still a I do not believe there is no
reading! Keep reading! Read literature that can improve the quality of the book itself! I do not believe do not From then on, every night, the bright lamp, scholarly by me Restore the classics, bed, before the case can be seen casually thick books, all can learn, you can imitate. is such
may continue to the eyes stay a while, it seems that can vibrate in my soul about. Slowly, the other teachers are also willing to listen to some of my
Third, wait, another great
harvest time, such as calm waters, tranquil flowing forward. I still stay in that small schools are still stubbornly reject the
1992, the coastal city to host city of the fourth Rookie of worship rating, I was just three years (according to regulations, can apply for more than three years teaching experience, and I just qualified), he kept school leaders encouraged me: to try, young people go to comparison and the total, do not care about the results, focusing on process.
fact, is not leadership encouragement, I also want to try, in the end the gap between themselves and the number of people.
race course is one day in advance to tell, says the sixth grade, This is a traditional text, when not so many resources as you can now find, no network, no other Me not, for primary and secondary schools to stay, no chance to get to know
major competitors from the district schools, Reading Teachers, he was a higher level than me, very good in all aspects.
I am first section, he was fourth. Almost no one knew me, (in addition to my own school teachers know me a little bit outside) I'm very comfortable, surprisingly good state of mind, students are put into, especially when classes end, I've written some vehemently, so that rather point the audience to take a course, Out of the lesson plans, participants in the classes for me and nodded, and praised everywhere. My heart raced, not from the self to.
but in the opinion generally optimistic about the situation, the result of placing him second place, (City of worship to participate in the contest is the first rookie) I remember that this result, I opened the president scolded (Principal is a very straightforward person, far senior): The eyes of the judges blind! Leaders engage in such tricks! We are not following schools took part in the future! There are three years. City of worship rookie appraisal stage. That year, the City of worship changed from previous years rookie rating rating model, asking people to vote closed lesson planning (that is, independent of preparation, not with the outside world, lesson preparation materials issued only with the ), which makes my many years of guide me in this regard has been lack of resources, but every such partial independence lesson preparation, more than the are all urban schools were the first 1,3,4,5,6), the second year I transferred to urban schools participate in the
When I got the . This year, the wait value!
Fourth, examination, enjoy praise
transferred to another school district, the year is 22 years old, took over the fifth-grade class is (3) classes. because the original two classes of grade five places too, the school decided from the two classes divided into three classes, I'm from the V (1) class and five (2) pull out the part of each class of students to form V (3) classes.
could have been normal placement, but did not think they went through some twists and turns.
V (1) working class language teachers usually do not invest, Jia Zhang strong views of students, this time I heard to re-placement, parents Wubu excitedly spread the news, kid that want to be able to (3) classes, and five (2) The class teacher is great at teaching and research leader of the team area , which is the region's dean of language teaching, (2) classes begin in third grade language scores (the teacher take over from the third grade) to lead the other classes, is a veritable assigned to their children (3) classes to.
accordance with the regulations, the school guidance offices of the two classes of results note the number of scores were divided into several columns, so I went to the ballot. ballot, the list has not gone out, the parents informed the school office for a nearly tumbled out. (2) class parents - those who have been assigned to (3), the students parents to die to live, do not want to (3) Class Registration. Among them, (2) classes of 2) classes. In such circumstances, I am both pain and anger, but still hold his emotions, politely let the parents go home to, and then look for math teachers to discuss: the child is already the region's fourth-grade language a few leagues first place, now parents refused to come to life and death, how do? math teacher older than me, he considered a very practical question: If we give up the students, then the fifth grade this year's league to lose a few words. I have been here so years, you just come in, need achievement and honor, the student must not put it back. listened to his words, I am very moved, after thinking it over, and finally mind to come, with the math teacher, said: , back (2) classes is indeed a great loss, but since parents do not want, our future is difficult to communicate with the parents. If the language in fifth grade this year, the number of league he still won the first prize, people must think that this child has always been the first; if the child did not get first place, that we teach too well. I think it is back (2) classes now. Besides, I'm still young, to the light with his performance is not the students. Math teacher to see me say, finally agreed to
that time, both parents of the school evaluation or assessment, a teacher good or not, to see how student performance on the test. Under the banner of the exam-oriented education, test scores, everything.
order to On examination, was the most effective way is to At that time did not like this much supplementary information, there are only unit of practice issued by Department of uniform volume. In the eyes of most teachers, practice teaching and research volume alone is not enough, so they have done their best to practice their own out of paper. School, no printer, is relying on wax paper on the plate lettering. Lettering, the font is Arial best body, both neat and beautiful, beautiful hand man teaching and research Font long word, known region. How to roll out the practice
it? I keep wondering First Department of papers over the years, because I know, the last is the Department of the examination papers, and, I judge should be the same person out of the subject. In that case, I told him to pull its weight over the face of papers, I kept try to figure out his ideas, thoughts, points to capture the association over the years, and then his imitation of a problem. A year later, five (3) results from the original language of the region the first eight, became the first two, with the first five (2) class difference of 2 points. Results came out, school leaders will recognize the General Assembly, a small, (because that is very long temper Research Group, leadership does not look comfortable), said: sub-out, hard to come by! I am a
order to meet the graduation test, when the common practice is to culture and education courses to finish early, leaving more than 1 month's time to repeatedly practice problems. Students do a lot of questions every day, teachers have to keep correcting. What was a common guiding principle is: more is always good. As a result, students miserable, teachers struggling to cope. Many papers have just finished this topic, a separate paper and do it. (This year, finally ordered a number of other information, ordering the teacher can get a lot of money in kickbacks) to do so a week, I decided to reform, can not do this anymore.
breakthrough in the wrong? I am thinking very hard, has not been a good way. Suddenly one night, my mind jumped out Can enable students to form study groups compete with each other out of paper, each exam? At that time the idea makes me excited to jump out of bed. Went ahead, the next day, in accordance with the language scores of students to form groups of 2 to compete to start implementation of this activity. This way, the enthusiasm of the students to, as in the past are no longer anxious, because the level of almost everyone in high spirits, to find that information on the subject. I also provide, if we can beat his opponent, will be signed by the teacher gift. One week down, I was pleasantly surprised to find that the worst performance class a few, actually can test to 80 larger share.
7 early graduation examination results released, and far ahead of my class scores, grade point average higher than the second 5 minutes more. (This is a record of achievement, teaching and research areas who teach more than 20 years long, never more than whom, but not is a very cool look) that what can be described as caused by earthquake in the region of small language community, everyone of my admiration.
Now think about the use of such measures
five, self-confidence, and create another round of state
1997 years, I have been assessed on the Rookie of worship, Zhejiang Province, the Zhejiang Province of worship because rookie, but also because male teachers Linhai City Department attaches great importance to it, often arranged to send me to town to teach school. Department of Taizhou
leadership arrangements once I go to the demonstration classes Xianju, I teach the content is The night before the Pro class, there are experts in the province want me to I was once silly, and now want to re-prepare lessons, how to prepare? Proud to know that the overthrow of the teaching of self-design is how painful and difficult ah? But experts now say the province, and always respected him. So I humbly ask how to change course, the expert is forever talking about big ideas: the training should reflect the language, to reflect the student's teacher-led and so on. As for how to modify, he said you just put it in my hurry to change it. Just said? Just did not say that is not equal to it? Beike is a need for philosophy, but more specifically of the need to work. If you want to change, try again tomorrow, has not taught, he hastily changed, the effect is also not sure how their own. According to the original design, I have been shown, the feedback from the teacher lectures, the effect is pretty good. But tomorrow I class, the expert observation and evaluation, if not change, the consequences are I quickly side views of the city with its own research staff to discuss, they are temporarily undecided, but tend to change according to expert opinion. After all, tomorrow is my class he comments.
night, I'm wide awake. Shortly after midnight, I suddenly wake up: their own along the way, is it not on their own so Scrapped get up it? Why must we listen to his advice? If he feels my class can not, let him go tomorrow I can also absorb nutrients from the critique!
next morning, my spirits more than 2,000 people stood in the meeting room, firmly interpretation of my lesson plans. Course completion, the audience applause. I secretly looked at the expert right there at his eyes, his face in an awkward smile. Observation and evaluation, he advanced the theory that the use of my class to explain the layman.
Since then, I ... ...
six, training, read another group of wise men
1998, the privilege to participate in Zhejiang Province, the backbone of the cross-century language teacher training courses. Zhejiang Institute of Education Professor Wang Chao as the class across the province of the provincial total of 35 rookie of worship to attend. Study of the theory and practice of training, I am his own shortcomings, experts everywhere, chatting among themselves rather better than reading ten books of the flu. Atmosphere and their wisdom, tenacity and humor, talent and heavy, all deeply affected me to. If the students at the time - now super famous teacher of teachers Sheng Xinfeng, elegant and full of teaching Reiki, fresh and clean without losing the elegant style, she said language teaching should not only pursue can not abandon the Training, not just reading, it is Wang Chao
my teachers about the impact that real deep to far. As a scholar, he makes me more of a rational thinking, and he taught me a lifelong benefit from the quality of thinking and way of thinking. At that time, he often told our students: What is the significance? So far I have often quoted this saying to the discussion with the teachers teaching our young people, often to remind myself constantly to promote their own reflection. .
In fact, many times when listening to the teachings of Zhang million teachers, but no official coach from under the door only. But Zhang's character cited as a model of art and education. Recently, Zhang read the similar. Throughout the ages, we all practice the true master, as Confucius, such as Suhomlinski, and so on. Zhang's recollection and reflection. Sometimes often sitting in the audience, looking at the scene to guide the teacher Zhang disciples classes, you can not help envy: when will coach Zhang sects? Dream
now be described, and also the dream began.
back off!
growth, eternal; growth, no trace. Mencius advocated Whether it is the goal is significant.
find themselves in the process of
- Maoyuan Li
educational autobiography at the moment, tapping the keyboard,
breakdown of the small but trivial the sun always enlivened the Guanghua,
in the crisp sound of knocking quietly thinking about the
think back to their positions in education through the thousands of days and nights
back to thinking about teaching and mentor to our teachings ... ...
Indeed, Hangzhou, came back, my heart has been pressing a piece of stone to complete the three jobs hang in the heart, heavy! Although only virtual age thirty, but also in the education of the thirteen Spring! Has been no opportunity to look back on this and Education,cheap UGG boots, recalled the years.
take advantage of this opportunity to breakdown and education together through the days and nights. Review inventory of lasting bonds with a string and education through the clog or deep or shallow marks, only to find every drop of every point, every trace of each strand are so clear clear. Had been flashed in front of scenes; once again the dream and passion like an avalanche swept over me; was confusion, struggle, and burnout are clearly before our eyes again one by one.
let me how to thank you ah! My venerable mentor! You to this way, the wisdom to lead me, so I can 看清 walking along each track, let me Zhaohui original dream and passion, let me see the bright front!
my 1994 - 1997
a romantic dream of an upsurge of emotion (the dream of a beautiful mind, bent on being a teacher.)
ecstasy (immersed in Normal campus life, indulging in professional learning.)
children.
childish face looking young girl and shiny eye, the judges laughed the teacher.
Indeed, it is no exaggeration to say that: education for the younger me (I'm only 14 years of division on the thoroughfare, graduation is only 17 years old) is more of a poetic nostalgia and romantic expectations of course, a favorite of piety!
of education have the most pure and beautiful memories. I grew up in a small village, the old shrine in the village finished the third grade. Fourth grade school, we moved into a new school, a time where the school is very beautiful, at that time had been rated as a small model village in Quzhou City. I heard, there are new teachers to come, we are looking forward to. School that day, I came to school early, standing on the second floor hallway waiting for the teacher to arrive. Suddenly, one wearing a fifty-four skirt, pigtails wearing a large iron gate of the female teacher came open, her eyes are so bright, bright red round face, behind her is a brilliant glow. I was fascinated watching her, watching her lightly dressed rays coming to us. In later days, the female teacher surnamed Wang, with our calligraphy, bought me a lot of books. Her gentle voice, light and shadow deeply attracted me.
volunteer candidates in the examination, the class teacher say to the parents signed consent had to fill out, I did not hesitate to fill in the Normal School. I still remember when a rainy day, my mother went to school, hope I can change the complete landscape looking for secondary teachers (the best local high school, was highly ranked in the province's schools, not now a little behind.) I was very childish impulse to rush her mother shouted: on the mother's rude, to chase and get down to lift the pace, but in his heart he was determined to achieve good results in the comprehensive examinations.
Quzhou Teachers admitted to do so, in the Normal campus, I was messed up, happily absorbed in absorbing nutrients. Through Linghu (our campus is a small lake), piano room I heard the melodious piano stop, ah, a piano teacher will give the students how elegant and beautiful ah! I have to practice! Oh! Accordion! She plays the music conveys a melancholy romance, how fascinating it! Imagine: going on an outing with the students, teachers took the accordion, Storytelling, lectures, children's dance, Ba Leiji training, painting ... ... All in all, let me fascinated! Weekend room, practicing piano, accordion bedroom after dinner, Quzhou the campus radio station's broadcasting landscape, the school choir practice my singing ... ... now in retrospect, as each scene is worthy of nostalgia. I am glad chose Qu division, I am full of passion and dream has been to accumulate the power to engage in yearning for education.
think education should be like the fall in the clear sky, lofty clarity, imagination in the fields of teachers should think of the beautiful autumn trees, swaying gently in the wind. Education for the younger me (I'm only 14 years of age division on the thoroughfare, graduation is only 17 years old), the more of a poetic nostalgia and romantic look, or a beloved godly! In a new
issued a matching exercise books in Mandarin, with a recite the text touched me deeply. Because I believe in Christianity, and even then has to pay all the enthusiasm for education, think of the really express their feelings.
schools. Even the most glowing beauty of the strongest, can not make me nostalgic feelings for it have the slightest shake ... ... lecture room burst into applause.
have many times, sleeping in the bedroom bed, imagine yourself in a boarding school similar to the orphanage, the moonlight, I saw one sleeping face, tuck them one by one through, then went to the window, facing the sky and the bright moon stars prayer: children healthy and happy wishes!
my 1997 - 2002 years of a green
elated (see his dream has been the practice to see the child's joy is also sort of pleasure and reward.)
< br> dislocated (the duty of teachers to do a good job, but I do not know how to do more exciting.)
97 years in July, I graduated! After the long wait, I was assigned to a relatively remote mountain town. I see in young, rural education should be the most poetic landscapes; is able to consider the height of a person's spirit and value, and I have respect for the Tao, I admire Suhomlinski, Mistral also described by women teachers, who are in the countryside. I am even glad that they have been assigned to the countryside.
imagine, my energy is so abundant! I was a first grade teacher, to teach language math (including class), while teaching music, knowledge, art, wanted to go to school every week to teach two classes in music, reached a 30 week class. Every day, I is like an air of a small pony, face Chunfeng into the classroom, smiling face of every child; after school, leaving less advanced students take the initiative to make up classes, and then send them home one by one; night Start transcript copy lesson plans, a full semester, four copies; night after office, but also to the home visits (mainly reminders of money, because the majority of students in the class tuition and fees are not immediately settle); weekend did not come home, to the children of these mountains formed interest groups, exercise classes in the morning the afternoon dance classes in ballet, a norm to the Teachers learned about the student body moved to a (free). At that time, every weekend, school canteens do not cook, I often eat lunch, and sometimes do not eat one day, just buy some snacks to eat. Especially near the final exam period of time, late at night, I was engraving plate paper, and then white on the table in the office of a slip children spread out on my printing workers began to work, but unfortunately technology, but related, Otherwise, the cuff of my jacket how is ink on it?
because of me, and classroom sounded clarinet, harmonica, voice; because of me, and that the mountains dashing high spirits to get baby to go to the county charter, starred in the city Art Diaoyan, and has made good results in the first place the city; because of me, and I Panpan, Cai Mengqian other children in the city of stories, speeches, have been winning dance competitions.
emotionally I then, dreams of a beautiful mind, intent to do something for rural education. On the other hand, I have painfully discovered the gap between reality and the ideal: class I implicitly criticized President examination results is not satisfactory, and the cycle of the class can not get the red flag is always (the classroom to keep bad health), more Importantly, when I smiling, gentle amiable ground class, the following is my response in animated conversation, noisy. Finally, one day, I broke out, and out of control. Why education is so painful, so I think they are ugly! I dislocated, but I do not know how to do a good job. After teaching a couple of years, I even disheartened, had intended to leave the education job to pass the exam. Package classes to teach for three years, I taught full-time on the music. Without the pressure of class, no mean score of the examination, my music teacher when it may make more relaxed, and relatively speaking, my music lessons are very popular.
after teaching music for two years, because a family's sake, I have to take Jinchengkaoshi, (Dangnian music is not recruiting, just Yuwen Yao recruit), with the decent of the words to express, in progress I get second place in the city of exam results, (and later learned that because of the time did not control was the point, the teacher quality and instructional design are the highest points), it is so, I became the language of the people.
my 2002 - 2007 a growth of trees
convincing (for a small team of pragmatic and realistic and the South really was deeply impressed by the hard work.)
Xinmingyanliang ( south than the small team of people I see high, far-sighted, long time, my eyes farther.)
poet Rabindranath Tagore said: quiet stars, let it play the eternal light. before the start of the line.
2002,Discount UGG boots, I, with joy, With a trace of Qieyi, a small door into the south, but also to the whole seven years of my growth path.
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