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 How do I do to have so little stamina, one thing will never be a way to persevere! Why? Why? Frustrating!
N years ago today I was doing in the examination room, different from the others, I have no tension Because I know I could test into a good university, because all a waste of my high school three years later, a freshman in high school before the fifteen can wander in, and later into the bottom of the almost even out of junior high school math can almost gave me off the team because of what, because I do not listen to class, total class play, thinks his own high IQ, in fact, I know that the success of any entrance of people, there is always some time in the effort! If I want to succeed , then God is really blind! It is not for college on a break! time, I would like to reread, but I did not go!
a university student to go abroad, and said to myself do not know what it's like, blessing? envy? jealous? I would like to have, because I have always wanted to go abroad, due to family reasons I can not get out! old at the end although the home conditions are not good, but there is a conditional aunt ah! what is now no one really things are difficult, but why I do not like to ask for help! helpless, and the decoupling of the world! 7 years younger than I am a colleague said to me: You know what? I want to tell you to grow up some, or you will lose out, know why I tease you? because I think you are younger than me, I matured more than you!: (I have no choice, maybe I am the older, perhaps I should learn to change their look, this is basically it hard!
I ask myself,UGG shoes, hey: What goals have you in the end did not ah? I would only say: Now the goal is to lose weight! goes renegotiate! must be adhered to. Otherwise, go live in Africa, because I heard there's people like fat! Come on! weight, in order to see into a small black child in Africa!
best in the world I Come! - I know I do very humble,cheap UGG boots, but who do not consider themselves in the world The best and unique too! you ask me Xiangshui character: I think the most like is the Romance in the Rain Meng Meng in the Yiping! many places are like, similar to the absolute character, but I'm not as good as she was beautiful! there is the lack of a love of my He Shuhuan!