The experience of moving

 Finally in 37 degree heat in the hotel from a 10th floor 28th floor apartment moved to a small enough sunlight inside the house. Can better see the reinforced concrete buildings of Shanghai. This is my 8th move in Shanghai the .02-03 moved 5 years ,07-09 moved 3 times, 5 times from one year to once a year has made great progress. Chuang Shanghai from a box to a truck would fit my whole house thing, It seems the material has been steadily progressing. Logically move have been numb, but was moved to cry every time, is to see the baggage that FCL FCL terrible, unbearable weight of life, I am a people could not carry such a heavy pressure, so I want to cry. But emotional feelings go, cry no avail, so this time can not think of myself as a woman, although admittedly I am very keen at this time a man, move it things still need men. The Why Why, and so I was busy working for two days, my body does not belong to me every piece of meat, the pain was terrible. This is the price of liberty, but better than Qiuniao Sure. I always comfort myself.
one bubble pot of tea in the sun enjoying the sun in the windows of tall buildings to bring this sense is not practical. If the overall collapse of the house also, and I'm the top floor, the first sacrifice who, hopefully, also with the army for the glass house floor collapsed as strong, I still hope to escape. But it really is to sleep for a few days, on the floor or can not meet this high, there are a lot of experience moving the original to be found . The most comfortable time is dusk, a man sitting in the window and see the sunset in the evening a man can count the stars in bed, as if moving is not so bad. Anyway, there are free wandering life of the composition.
I suddenly remembered Why is the work of the hospital back to the original after 5 years I lived without any sense of collective accommodation, because time is moving do not know what, what is different. At that time, a single bed on top of my box, the following sleep people, with schools, so there is no feeling, and later to Beijing and Shanghai to move, each time a good hard to find room, then critically, bargaining, pay a lot of money, so there is a sense of numbers. finally understand a simple truth is paid so much, you will never forget. with love the same reason.